Thank you to all the messages and support I’m receiving lately about how much y’all are enjoying me in other channel’s content. GTA V and Garry’s Mod on main channel, Warcrafty stuff with Rythian, the recent Nano’s Village and Magicka with Kim and Sjin, it’s all been very fun and there’s still a bit more to come and look forward to too. (Keep an eye out on Kim’s channel especially!)
It’s helped me get back in to the swing of doing content. The last few months have been a huge adjustment for me personally with lots of things trying to trip me up and stop me from enjoying life. I’ve had Fiona by my side through everything and the support I’ve gotten from my coworkers and friends has been a huge help too. I know many of you are waiting for my own content to come back, and that’s still my every intention and what I’ve been working towards, but I know it’s going to take at least one more month as there’s another thing I’ve got to sort out and adjust to in the coming weeks. Hopefully there will still be the odd stream occasionally, at the very least I’m aiming for once a fortnight.
Once I am back I want to do things a bit differently. It’s not possible to be chirpy happy all the time and giving the illusion that I am in my videos just puts more pressure on me to live up to that character. When I’m suffering hard from depression, having to pretend to be happy in the videos sometimes helps, but when it’s the only thing I try and be in everything I create, it gets stressful and difficult very quickly and just drains me more.
Anyway basically there’s lots of stuff going on in my life that’s stressin’ and depressin’ me, you guys know some of it already, and there’s also something I’ve got to get through in the coming weeks too, but hopefully after that I’ll start properly getting back in to it. There can’t be much left for this world to throw at me that can stop me. You can still catch me in some more stuff on other channels and some personal livestreams until then. Thank you for bein’ awesomely supportive and helping me get through this. Keep on keepin’ on.